Since the birth of the written word and images scratched on the walls of caves or painted on to canvases or weaved into music, humans have tried to express love. But no arrangement, no description, no song -- no matter how perfect --- ever fully measures up to love's bittersweet affect on us. For day 10 of the National Poetry Writing Month challenge, we were asked to write a love poem. Here is mine.
Poem for B.D. -- by Kat Shamash
I never thought I'd have to stop filming
our faces pressed together for selfies
on rooftops
or with the water of the Indian Ocean behind us
love makes you feel
like a modern-day digital Da Vinci
illuminating the warmth all around our bodies
like halos of the saints
I was never brave enough to capture
the magnificance of your
brown skin against the sheets --
a divine creation
in a still pool of white
you can't photograph the way
touch heals
you can't put into words the way
a trembling dance is
a blanket of
minuscule mirrors , quivering
our souls are the cosmos,
quantum leaps away from a
disco ball on a Saturday night
these days I pick
mangos and coconuts
from the fruit seller
in the street
carry them up to the apartment
some nights I climb even higher still
to the roof on 7th floor
where I try to
strike a match in the wind
sweeping in from the sea
we once held our cameras here
the backdrop of the shimmering bridge
behind us,
the Jack Daniels and Disaronno
glowing in our glasses
resting on the ledge,
the sweet taste of cloves
on our lips
how easily we snapped those images
of smiles -- our bodies leaning together
in an half-embrace, laughing
before we kissed three times.... or six
now I climb the steps to the roof
where all the remnants of
light and love are
glimmering, flickering
and the dusk is settling in like dust
and the bats are starting to fly overhead
and I don't know if I need a flash
or if I should just photograph the
darkness --
not a portrait
not a selfie
a dim landscape
a distant bridge
a cityscape at night
after the sun
has just set
©2022 Kat Shamash
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